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[iamom]

Fuck, I think I'm psyching myself out with this relationship thing. I made that appointment with M before I had a chance to talk myself out of it, and now that I've seen her, I've been all contemplative and pensive about the deeper things in our relationship. It's really not that damned complicated, and that's a lesson I've learned a hundred times over in the past. My relationship with B is not by any means a deterrent to anything I'll ever want to do in this life; the only deterrent I might find will be myself.

(steps aside)

Here I go, now.