visions, activity, connection

[iamom]

I've been having these weird trips lately about selling this house. I always think so far ahead of myself, you know? Like, I'm talking about what it'll be like when we have babies here, and what our next house is going to look like and where it will be, etc. Don't take that literally, by the way - B's not pregnant - but I'm sure you know what I mean. Always connecting the dots, looking at what's coming up next...

I think these are just activities to keep my mind occupied, though. If I didn't have these things to think about, my mind would disintegrate from my body and I would disappear into the oblivion from whence I came.

the visions come and go
they keep me integrated with the world
let go, and i'm gone