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Haven't felt much like writing in here lately, although I've had a lot of false starts. The false starts are due to the sudden feeling that I've already written and said these words before. It feels a bit like my whole life has already been lived, or something. I definitely feel like I'm standing by, watching it play out. A very common theme for me, that.

I don't seem to like analyzing the inner workings of that scenario anymore, either. I used to, though. Now, I'm confident that the situation will always resolve itself however it will, and that I'll be no different because of it.

Now, the focus seems to be on a renewed yearning to live out the life 'mindlessly,' as it were, allowing that detachment to filter fully through my wakefulness without causing any strain. Again, I find myself turning towards eastern traditions like yoga to find appropriate practices for this purpose. At this stage, when the awareness is established at the superconscious level, the only blockage in the sieve is with the body-mind. Each stiff joint, each wayward thought, becomes a bit of cloth caught in the sieve that prevents the awareness from flowing freely through. The superconscious awareness undoubtedly brightens its perceived intensity upon the removal of that blockage, as well.

Also, brief considerations of time and its workings might be of some benefit. At least inasmuch as to recognize time's context in the universal moment. This moment, next moment, past moment, one moment; no moment stands out, all moments are one, all energy is one, all being is one.

and the One is dissolved completely

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Dustin LindenSmith

January 2013

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