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The 1992 novel Dance At The Slaughterhouse (amazon.com | amazon.ca), authored by the eminent crime fiction writer Lawrence Block, features his series character Matt Scudder, a recovering alcoholic private eye living in NYC. This was my first Lawrence Block novel, though it certainly won't be my last -- he's an excellent author and Scudder as a character is also great.

Scudder's recovery from alcoholism [and his relationship with his AA sponsor] features prominently in this story. In fact, Scudder hits an AA meeting at least daily or every ten pages in the novel. I paid careful attention to this intriguing character trait, since I've always been interested in how addictions factor into literary characters and how closely those addictions may have been mirrored in the author's own life. (Robert B. Parker's private eye Spenser dances often with a deep love of whiskey, and Parker's police chief detective character Jesse Stone is an outright alcoholic who battles his addiction daily, and usually without success (Jesse Stone's character was first brought to the small screen by Tom Selleck in Stone Cold (and shot on the Nova Scotia coast, actually; B and I ate dinner next to Selleck at a local restaurant last month during filming of the most recent made-for-TV Stone novel)).

With all that in hand and taken with my personal interest in spirituality, the following excerpt from Slaughterhouse really popped out at me. It underlines what for me has been a motivation for my own petty past addictions. In this scene, Scudder is having an all-nighter with an Irish mobster named Mick. Mick has been pounding back the Irish whiskey all night while Scudder has limited himself to Cokes and coffee. After several hours of conversation, they start talking about a sort of aha moment that they've both experienced. A sort of glimpse into the ultimate reality of the universe. And in this case, the experience sounds like some sort of confession on the part of the author. I wonder if I wrote to Lawrence Block he would confirm it for me.
Not long before dawn he said, "Matt, would you say that I'm an alcoholic?"

"Oh, Jesus," I said. "How many years did it take me to say I was one myself? I'm not in a hurry to take anybody else's inventory."

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iamom: (looking out)
This is one of several openings I've experimented with for my current fiction project. My intent is to write a short murder story that takes place in an office setting. The protagonist is an employee of this company who is ultimately driven to kill his boss.

I've tried various POVs with this piece, but the first person keeps feeling the most natural to me. I think this is partly due to my motivation for writing this story. Without writing a full-length novel, I want to explore fairly deeply the relationship between the protagonist and his boss. I also want the reader to feel empathy for the protagonist as he feels increasingly compelled to cause serious harm to this boss.

If this opening is effective, you'll want to keep reading to find out what he did that night and to learn more about this woman. Do you? Be honest, now.


In retrospect, I know that I should have acted differently that night. For starters, I shouldn't have stayed late at work to do that "assignment" she gave me. I should have just said to hell with her and just gone home at the end of the workday. At the very least, I should have gone home when I finally did finish her damn assignment so that she couldn't pull me into another argument. Dammit, if she just hadn't started in on me that one last time, I wouldn't be in here now.

God, that woman -- incredible. Incredible! Even now, after 18 months of the drudgery of this place, I can remember every detail of her face and all of our arguments word for word. Every day for the past 18 months, I've gone over in my mind every e-mail, every meeting, and every confrontation I ever had with her. And it's weird, because I've almost developed an awe for her technique. It's definitely something, how quickly she buggered my life into such total hell. It only took her nine weeks! Within nine weeks of her meeting me, she started the complete unravelling of everything that was good in my life.

Thinking back, it's not like she didn't get what she deserved in the end. And still, she barely suffered. Certainly she didn't suffer as much as she made us all suffer. But even so, she sure isn't the one sitting in a 12-by-6 cell for 18 hours a day. No, that would be me.

I also think it's weird how when she was first hired just over two months before that night, we hit it off right away. She became my direct boss, but we shared a serious jones for fast cars, of all things. It was a true passion for both of us. She had even fulfilled a lifelong dream of mine to take a racecar driving course and to race semi-pro on the weekends. We spent the entirety of our first meetings together swapping specs about our favourite cars and telling bullshit stories about how fast we'd driven on city streets. At the end of her first day at work, she even let me take her black-on-black Impreza WRX-Sti for a spin. I remember winding those 300 horses up to 190 kph on a ten-block stretch with no lights. Man, what a sweet ride. I remember that I tried to respect her for a bit longer just because of that car. That feeling didn't last long, though.

I had been roped into sitting on her hiring committee so that let me in on her job interview. My first impression of her was that she was a serious tomboy. In fact, she could easily have passed for man at a distance, if not up close. She was short -- maybe five-one -- but she wasn't petite. Nor would I call her stocky, though: it was more in the way she stood, on the balls of her feet with her knees slightly bent and bouncing as though she were prepping for a fight that might break out any second. Through that stance of hers, she managed to convey a certain physical strength.

the opening continues here... )

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